too many things happening in too short a time.
i need space to breathe, settle and refocus my life.
things are misleading me.
the bf has been so sweet lately, whereas, ive been so not bothered.
i guess, it just cause i was too patient,
but he is was, will be the best i ever had. and i hope.
no one, i mean no one will do just as much as he did, although in the smallest ways, for me.
for us.
i know now,
how much i mean and am to him,
cause he doesnt say it often enough.
but it means something, so much.
god only knows why i do this.
its been a month, and slightly longer,
cause we also havent been seeing each other much.
might not be for the next few months as well, with school.
to do.
loan - obtained.
fees- to pay.
work- be less playful and talkative and be more productive and skillful and knowledgable.
friends- meet more.
bf- :) special.
family- spend more time.and have more fun.
money- save
life- REFOCUS.
i need an intervention.
i havent been the most healthy and well person for the last month of so.
now with swollen lymph nodes, intermitten headaches, constant flu and sore throat.
i have been deligently taking my vitamins, ginseng and herbal tabs.
1.2.3.
tired.
Sometimes when all seems to have gone wrong, or so we'd like to think, its so easy to presume that while our own world has ground to an absolute halt.
But We fail to realise the trash collector has taken our garbage and left the cans int eh road, juts like always. Theres a bill fom thw oil truck into the front door. Neatly Stacked on the counter is a week's worth of mail.
Amazingly, life has to go on.
So friends, in one way or another we may be struggling or hurting.
But remember there is someone else out there struggling and feeling way worst.
So put on a smile and Move along. :)
Help shall come your way.
thought of the day.
Happy 2010 Everyone.!
time flies.
faster then u think and imagine.
many things to come with new beginnings, final biddings to some.
a year older and wiser we hope.
many things to accomplish.
many things to save and achieve.
many plans to fulfil
many targets and aims to reach.
all comes with good planning, a lil suffering and hardwork and i will see my reaps in time.
1. 3 years anniversary
2. go on a holiday with the boy
3.go to auzzie
4. finish yr 1 of my degree well.
5. be MC free from today onwards.
6. be a filial daughter, sister, gf.
7. pray hard.
8. play hard.
9. save more
10. pay for my studies as fast as possible.
11. have time for my friends.
12.maintain a clean room
13. be thrifty.
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.
.
.
.
list could go on.
oh well, christmas was utterly well spent, with family and friends. with lots of love and food.
love what the cousins share,
its a sad thing we arent together in the same country 247.
hope this year is a better more fruitful , more meaningful one.!
LOVEEE
this year christmas is a lil different in my house.
spring cleaning, done early, to every nook and corner, with giving away lotsa things we don't need and use.
the home, feeels cleaner and neater.
much new things we've got to add on and brighten the spirits.
new tree,
new deco,
new clothes.
i want to find more hope.
more love
more peace and more joy.
i want to be more prayerful.
i know im giving, this christmas.
PEACE.
been sucha long time since i've been in here to say something.
things were bad. BAD.
i guess, its hope that carries you through, esp at times when all you
want to do is give up.
things happen for a reason,
a good cause.
being hopeful, feeling empty and tired all led to an ending of happiness.
i'd do all it takes, to make the ones i love smile and be happy.
1. i made my parents both go for a massage under my package.
2. money isn't everything, all i know is if i were to die tmr, i know i made you happy this birthday with all i had to give.
people change,times change.
changes have been progressively good and motivating to me and life in general.
at the end of the fight with my mum, my aim was achieved,
so was hers, all it took was some pain and heartache. for a while that is.
spring cleaning for christmas this year came early, and really very wholistic.
i'm feel such good sense of satisfaction.
im happy.
happy bday babylove.
you are most definitely my one and only.
and through this we'll get through and be happy.
cause we know we can. and we will.we're on the way. :))
class 95 really enlightened me last night.
it truely got me thinking
how insecure i feel.
i am becoming someone i didn't used to be.
this isnt really me.
but things and people change.
i know this is only temp.
i see a better december.
work has been better
students are really nice and excited to learn.
colleagues are fun.
except for those minorities whom the world knows about.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUD,
loveee.
woohooo
my big day is tmr.
being on leave is like being in heaven and having to spend lots of money.
busy spending all precious time.
the enjoyment and party and chillouts and fun is endless.
if only life was really a bed of roses like these..
ooh well.
with lots happening and stressing me out at work.
so here's the deal.
PRE, ACTUAL, POST (long long one)
starting off with pre
sunday night's chillout was relaxing and nice after fr mike's bday dinner in church
monday was massage, mani and pedicures.. with a late night chillout with the girls
and anther with thee boy.
tuesday bring my sister to hairdressers for her hair cut,
lunch with scott, bank, waxing and threading, dosa with angie, shopping for party stuff which was ultimate fun, window shopping and clothes shopping and more shoppping.
wednesday meet the girls at hougang mall, get some stuff,
artsy fartsy time at my house, dinner, the countdown clubbing and sexy black and white night.
actual
with all the loves and family.
have thee boy over, cutting my yearly strawberry cheese cake. since my first birthday
chillout have fun hangout maybe.
ending off with the post
thats long and big big big.
friday pack pack pack, to the chalet off we go,
(pre)night with all the loves and family.deco and drinking, stayovers
saturday- the day! deco, r and r, getting ready like real bimbos..
from family, to church friends, to colleagues, to loves, school friends, and many many more..
with my fav dress from mango
an endless night with party till morning!
sunday off we go.
monday- recupperate.
tuesday- back to work.
oooh what a deal!
MC for 2 days and 1 day off is over..
enough resting and all that.
back to work.
been really boring the last few days other than meeting the MC king..
yay work work work.
night shift next thursday friday and saturday
and soon i'll be on leave..
and 20 days more til my birthdayy..!
how exciting..
losing weight wasnt that much of an easy task,
maintaining it is much harder..
i'm not getting fatter.
FEEEEL like shopping and getting out.
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.
asss
MC
MC for 2 days after much thought and procrastination..
feeel bad to take the MC but i needed it.
sick and as well as a break.
im really tired out.
the goood news is,
yes i have my sweetheart till the 17 of Nov.
extention of MC for him..
happiness..
BIRTHDAY
invitations are out,
ordering the food and cake tmr.
deco- still onsidering, maybe i'd get the girls to do it with me the night before..
music- ooh well, i have to start compiling CDs, from dad and myself to play.
no big Dj and all,
Photos- hopefully help from tim and our own cameras.
my prettty dress, i cant wait to wear it.
fucking gorgeous and sexy i swear.
till date there is 22 days left.
still finding it hard to adapt to the fact that im turning 21.
kid no more.
LIFE
I've been a happier person these days,
i think the a__y is the damn thing that ruins my days.
work is well and fine.
depressing but coping,
its all good when u look forward to it.. when u have nie friends and people to work with and have fun and face th challenges with.
i brought the family out for lunch quite randomly AND brought them to catch my sister's keeper
yes i watched it twice this weekend. but that wasn't enough.
even my kid sister teared. and said she wanted to cherish and stop fighting with me cause
tts our daily routine lately.
not to mention my mother only stopped crying at certain parts of the movie.
my brother said its a emo movie that got him thinking more.
my dad said it was a good movie and confirmants should watch this kinda movies.
it was all in all a good sunday.
that i ended with pow seng's tofu and grocery shopping with mum.
i feel like a tourist in the fmily. cause i dont get to be with them on most weekends.
LOVE.
the boy has been good.
changed.
i'm hoping its permanant.
i know no one's perfect.
im not expecting him to be.
but he's better off now then he was 31 months ago.
with choices and decisions he has made.
the life he has been through.
sweet and everything nice.
occassional hiccups here and there which can be overlooked cause of the good times and things.
im realy proud of this one.
i was singing : the best i ever had my drake to someone. though it wasnt to the right person.
but this is one really nice meaningful song.
current fav.
HappyDeepavali fellow friends.
Birthday
my birthday is in less then a month.
i'm feeeling the hype and excitement.
i know its not gonna be the same but i'm not gonna let that dampen my spirits
cause its my 21st.
the one and only day you wait for so patiently for 364 days, so
im completely elated.
parts are fitting in one by one.
invites are more or less done and waiting to be sent/given out.
i bought my dress. awesome buy despite the prize.
my baby said it looks really sexy and gorgeous.
Cancer
i lost 3 patients in just a span of 2 days
the nicer patients.
the first time i actually felt my heart drop and teared.
Its hard for us, its harder for their loved ones.
my sister's keeper- i finally realised its showing and i caught it the same day
with the girls and had supper with them. its been a while anyway.
nice night out.
cancer is somehow making me realise alot more things in life.
its making me a lil worried and fearful.
i pray each and everyday for the health of the people around me.
i may be biased but im really nice to this one patient.
but she deserves my nice-ness.
Nails
long
nice
pedi-ed
mani-ed
REDD.
=
HAPPINESS
LOVE
we've been having it good with the dear boy on MC
i hope it stays this way post MC
me being less grumpy,
more understanding, deep breathing had come a long way.
we've plans
for the next year,
for a few years in fact.
hope it all goes well
more importantly according to god's plan..
FAMILY
some sad things happend oveer the weeek.
un expected and shocking.
i guess people make mistakes and learn from them.
hope the rest goes well from there...
they love, help, support, motivate and understand like no one else.
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE
so, he was a lil upset when i told him but it subsided.
it wasnt abt the thing itself but instead not telling him.
now i know it wouldnt upset him so i can just tell him if im taking it.
my bday is only a month away,
place is settled,
foood is more of less settled
cake settled
the worry is the invitation card, the unfinished guest list,
rsvp, deco, photographer, more chairs, music.
have decided to call the girls and perhaps the papa-son and emily too.
meeting the boy almost everyday and making the best of his MC.
it feeels so good to be able to see him and spend time with him like this.
i only could wish this never ends.
but it would when MC ends.
all the best boyy.
so with all the complains and whyning, i guess the improvement
is not as negligible.
right now
my focus is on,
working
saving for school next yr and ausssie in nov next yr.
our cruise/ mini holidayy with the boy after ORD.
being happy
fighting less
maintaining and perhaps losing a bt more if people dont kill me,
preparing and having a blessed and meaningful christmas this year with my family and loved ones.
plan for the new year.
love love peoople.
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its finally come to an end.
now whats sad is,
i'm gonna miss the girls and cracking our heads over dresses,
practices, steps and yadada.
we wont see each other as much..
the good thing is,
we finally get more time to ourselves and do not have to do as many morning shifts
we do not have to see certain people.
it'll be a new journey from here for everyone of us based on what we learned and bring back with us to grace us through life,
to me,
the catwalk, walking like a lady should.
speaking, unlike a true blue singaporean.
upholding our profession and living a good and healthy life.
we have more opportunities to go for course with our papa-son Gary
who will def be missed by us. esp me having to be contestant no.1 and catwalking hand in hand with him and him dreaming of us at night.
winning the consolation to me meant,
the pay off of all our hard work and efforts and best of all the priceless and more meaningful thing this pagent has made us learn.
i am glad i made it this far although i personally never wanted to be part of it and went for auditions so half heartedly
i knew weihsin the sweeet one would win, but not sure what.
dina, i knew would be romantic, with that elegant walk and sweet face and voice.
cheryl 1st runner up really did her best and pulled through well, being very sweet and humble through it all.
nisa- who danced and cat walked soooo damn well.
keeep it up girls.
meet soon.
mani, pedi-s, fish spa, starbucks breakfasts..
well enjoyed and something i would remember all my life.
photos all on FB. videos will be uploaded soon.
all in all, im glad i made my parents proud of me from my Q and A.
and my sweeetheart to be at the dinner and dance, videoing tKING photos
even with the shoulder in such pain and agony,
i love u all my loves.
no more endless morning shifts.
if you were mine,
everytime,
you could be the one to make me feel alright
day or night.
i am sleep deprived.
i am anxious plus plus for friday.
i hope all goes fine, and we remember our stuff and everyone has fun
diet diet diet
thank god my face it better,.
flatten a bit more.
lose it a bit more.
craze lesss.
stilll SOB-ing.
giddiness is less.
with all i have i give to you the one i live for.
i hope this rainbow shines forever.
and out of the blue i got the sweetest words from him ever.
not i love and and all the usuals.
but im keeping it from here.
it kept my heart jumping for quite a well.
i miss the boy who i did dressing on the shoulder for.
giddy spells and SOB++ for the last two days have been keeping me home and in bed.
i need to get well.
on the other hand i want to watch FAME,
phobia 2 and a few other movies.
can't wait for this friday.
the day.
communication i realised is so important,
i think we all lack it.
esp with computers and handphones as distractions,
poeple communicate less physically and verbally.
we had a reallly lonng and sub normal conversation yesterday
im glad i know where we're going wrong and im glad to see changes.
i guess thingsa hve changed becasue of our work and life schedules.
there has to be more give and take,
more and more.
prioritise.
mark is gone.
i hope he'll be safe.
and protected.
can't wait for him to be back
def gonna miss him.
dear lord,
i pray for health and safety for all the ones so dear and close to me.
i pray for those who walked the wrong path
that they be guided back to you and your liight.
give us strength to face each new day
the courage to face the trials and temptations,
the love we need to brighten the ones low and down around us.
help me be like you.
thank you for all the people and things u've placed in my life
both good and bad.
amen.
its good and its bad,
so many things.
4 nights done,
4 days off.
the big thing is next week,
its too soon.
people leaving, people suffering, peoplee dying,
keeping up with everyone else,
pleasing everyone,
meeeting and maintaing expectations,
changes, changes changes.
Be Positive.
Be Happy.
these try to keep me going.
i need to set freee many things in my head,
and let lose, the correct and meaningful way.
one more month to my birthday
Save !
" grandma, grandma, "
she's slippin away slowly..
i wont be able to see her go.
for the times she put a smile on my face when i sponged her, we disturbed and tickled her
for all you've done and what a great person you are.
waking up for 5 mornings is tough stuff,
but coping well.
pimples, stay away!
for now at least.
its coming to an end,
one month.
i hope my willpower and endurance will stay with me through..
people, people,
everyone's changing and life won't be the same.
i just wanna cherish my moments and loved ones.
those that are here always,
those that walk in and out,
those who are out.
* sadness is a good thing,
we gain something at the end of it.
closeness, more care and concern
happiness, satisfaction, list goes on.
where there's sadness, ever joy!
where there is injury, your pardon.
its been so long since i attended a mass wholeheartedly.
it was really good.
really wanna go today too but ooh well, sacrifices just to spend time with him.
not that i dont want to but
suituations suituations.
i pray and hope and do all i can for my face to get better
fucking surgical masks ruined my face.
not gnna wear it even if i get caught.
get better get better get better get better
dance- we've finished the song,
practice practice practice.
its real fun but challenging.
gown- yet to go for the 2nd fitting.
nth is confirmed yet.
people people
1. hope things get better
2. i'm so happy that once again its normal, you'll always be.
(though i thought it would never be)
3. waiting. cause i miss ya, really really need ya.
(im being open and just hope its gonna be like it used to.)
4. you can do it, just chose the right path
be with the right people. prioritise everything.
it'll be just fine.
gonna miss this one.
5. study study study damnit.
i can't be there any longer.
6. stay. strive on,
you truely are a shoulder.
7. i miss you girls.
to the different 6 people.
off+ dance
training
off
finally a rest and a break.
i hope things go as planned.
funds are sufficient and equally/wisely used and saved.
i've plans.
seeing them slip away isnt easy,
when u really care and treat them like your very own.
but they're better off where they are now,
no more pain
no more suffering
no more burden.
thanks for the strength to carry on
and the courage to be strong.
to 3 different but significant people.
1.and i won't let you go.
2.friends are friends forever ,there are lots and lots of them and a friend will not say never cause the welcome will not end. tho its time to let you go in the father's hands we know that a lifetime's not to long to live as FRIENDS.
3. random thoughts, dreams of the future, as sweet as you are.
its a difficult choice now.
time can tell.
So I put my hands up
They’re playing my song
,And the butterflys fly away
Noddin’ my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They’re playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea,
It's a party in the USA
Yea,
It's a party in the USA
here i am with hope for a new day tomorrow that things get better.
dance tmr, i need strength and confidence.
i hope i cope.
IT isnt working or helping much any more.
lose lose lose!
feels good to be able to do this once in a while.
clean simple, expensive fun.
thankss jesserr,
it put a smile not only to our faces, but my mothers too.
heart warming.
can't wait for time to pass.
FANTATISCO.
this part of the song,
i'd dedicate to you.
i miss you.
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Cant believe the hopes hes granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But well keep you close as always
It wont even seem youve gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends.
i need strength and confidence.
i pray it goes fine.
weekends here,
my weekends are extra special.
who would have known?
i'm glad certain things are juts the way they are now,
like all things happen for a reason.
met with nurul,
shopped, ate, talked, shopped.
met the girls and marko(one of us girls)
fun time we had,
hope whatever happened, closes a certain door.
saw friends from allll over,
rekindled old friendships,
made a few more enemies.
drink, danced, had fun.
FUN.
shooot for the paegent was really long.
oh well, one month.
9 october.
i'll just have fun.
to me its not the final prize we get,but the lessons we learn through this experience.
once in a lifetime.
GOD bless you, touch you and open your eyes i pray..
wake up, friend.
the weekend is approaching with me working afternooon on both saturday and sunday.
hopefully, i get my time with u on sat night.
i'd do anything.
Be safe.
I miss the
NYP babes,
the girls,
her,
him,
them,
them.
LOVEEEEE.
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like
Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna what we have, oh, no
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now...
We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...
its only one or two things that lack to make this life and relationships perfect.
i guess some things are just meant to be, cause no one, no relationship is perfect.
i still enjoy work. and the reaps of it.
im really glad for a family like this,
and im thankful, for someone so special like my babybunch.
make the best of life, it comes only once.
and make no regrets.
LOVEEE
i misss my babybunch.
HAPPY september.
i miss my greeenie,i hope you're fine.
i hope its all a dream.
snap back t reality.
its all wrong.
before its too late.
or is it aleady.?
have i mentioned? i love nights.
its so fun.
i love work.
i may not like, one or two but i sure love what i do for who i do.
its been some time since i packed, but was sad to see her go and slip away.
rip, _______.
and i hope he suffers less, either go, or get better mr nice.
enjoy life, do what it takes.
treasure it.
LOVEEE
remember me.
clubbing with the girls and markky at arena last night was a blast.
with 360+ photos.
i misss my bf.
There must be no competition among you, no conceit; but everybody is to be self effacing.
Always consider the other person to be better than yourself, so that nobody thinks of his own interests first but everybody thinks of other people's interests instead.
i think the world really lacks this and the world could be a better place if this happened.
great midweek guys.
enjoy it as much as i did. ((:
LOVE
xoxox
happpy national dayyy, nation!
It was a game we all played as a child
Then some of us made it a dream worthwhile
More to learn, not as much time to share
Because in our hearts we really cared
We have worked the late night hours
While others slept away
Handles a doctor's many moods
Then found time to pray
Critical moments that remain as memories
Some sad - then some are good
Then there are the tragedies
That will never be understood
We see a newborn baby smile
As we watch another slip away
And that completes the circle
The price for life's that paid
Sometimes not appreciated
When just a hug will do
We are proud of our profession
A gift from me to you
HAPPY NURSES' DAY!
Now we learn the true meaning of friendships
when you try to ignore the PAST
and give it a second chance
but it turns out this way.
Sure couldnt get worst.
Things will never be the same again,
as good as once fgood friend dead.
Unbelieveable and really sad way to end.
So much for WE'LL ALWAYS BE.
I'm guessing, if someone does something wrong
this is no way of condoning the acts,
Moreover, you'd be capable of joining in
the act, just like the other victims.
Oh what the Fuck is wrong with you,
Get your act/life together.
Fucking disappointment.
Wench!
Stupid Fuckheads.
yet another one gone,
at least she doesnt need to suffer any more 2 weeks of suffering and not eating,
been seeing her the last 28 months or even more of my life.
just saw her yesterday,now she's gone.
innocent, lovable, sweet little girl.
johny's dog.
love you sahara.
10 years old.
r.i.p.
all this is too much for just a week
while im off.
i hope he has the strength to carry on.
i lost a friend.
i ccant believe it,
it feels surreal.
be safe when u ride and drive friends.
came out in new paper today
really sad to see a friend on the new papers this way.
rest in peace panjang.
miss you
god bless.
i learn a new meaning to life everyday.
with the different people i meet, both sick and healthy.
i wish i could help them and give them all they want,
make it all better for them and their families.
all i hope and pray for each day
is for the people around me who i love so dearly
to treasure what they have,
have a healthy life,
be as happy as they can,
live life like today was their last.
i pray for the best of you* and your* family.
i hate to see her suffer.
anyhow,
training today
morning tmr,
off on sunday and monday
and training and dinner with the buddies on tuesday.
then its back to work. :))
i love what i do.
i love what i have and what i am.
SMILE world.
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
i miss my honeybunch.
11 months till i get him backk
Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today.
i like productivity and being organised.
the thought of being with you tomorrow gives me the strength to go on today.
it may be tiring and sleep depriving, self and love sacrificing,
but i definitely love doing what i do at work.
i look forward to everyday
i love the challenges and busyness.
:)
i miss my honeybunch.
Soooo in love with the song: Angel in Disguise.
such true sweet, simple meaning.
Simple things really make me happy.
Like the boy, who bought me kinder bueno.
and was Uber sweet.
Treasure life.
Being in oncology,
Makes me realise how much i should spend time
With my loved ones when i have them.
So i wont regret anything in Life.
Love Work.
Couldnt Ask for More.
Happy Working.
Great Week.
Smile and Be the Best You Can Be.
something sweet.
KISSES. :))
If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you.
If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you
You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.
If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the streetwith a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.
misses my belovedd
<3<3<3
its you and me against the world.
smile ((:
how meaningful.
Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
For every gain
To taste the sweet
I faced the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
Chorus:
I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought
I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
Whem I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment in time
I will feel, I will feel eternity
I've lived to be
The very best I want it all
No time for less I've laid my plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Chorus
You're a winner
For a lifetime
If you seize that
One moment in time
Make it shine
Chorus
Then in that one moment in time
I will be,
I will be free
The roots of education are bitter,
But the fruits are sweet..
Congratulations my sweet Nurses.
We've come to the end of one journey.
Cheers to all we do in the future.
keep in touch.
neither the planter nor the waterer matters:
only God, who makes all things grow.
it is all one who does the planting and does the watering,
and each will duly be paid according to his share in the work
we are the fellow workers with god; you are god's farm, god's building.
so true.
:))
I have found the paradox,
that if you love until it hurts,
there can be no more hurt,
only more love.
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never did we think photo shoot with families would be this fun.
i wished it never ended.
nth i could ask for more, when i have MY FAMILY.
some photos up on FB.
((:
the next in 2 months time.
us?
me?
tough times.-NPL, boredom-scars
little did i know it would have turned out this way,
i'd rather work.
cold sores
swollen lymph nodes.
hope it heals.
before my long awaited saturday.
:)
no one starts a war,
or rather no one in his sense out to do so,
without first being clear in his mind what he intends
to achieve by that war and how he intends to conduct it.
i give you my heart,
i give you my soul.
i live for you alone.
cheeers to a good week ahead.
the flame burns strong.
the candle's growing short.
is it luck or "sway-ness"?
2 days of IC
1 pt passing on on each day.
i need to recharge.
3 days off.
all things are possible.
Damaged. by Cathy Glass
An absolutely awesome read.
that left me tearing more than 3 times.
And i amazingly finished it in 4 days.
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away